PRAY

25 August 2019


Today my heart trying to reach you again
But I keep on pushing you away
Because of my selfish side
Even how much I want you
That is how much I don’t want you

I love my life so much
And I also love you so much
But I am so selfish
So I throw you away
Every second, minute and day
Because I love myself and my life too much
For you who is I always see as a burden

I once had a thought
If I died before I met you
So my life will be bless
But having you here
Is a bless with a pain

I want to live my life like I wanted to
But I still want you here
So I want to push you
Because of the love that is so hard to handle

The waiting is so hard if you are with me
So throwing you from me
And keep praying is what I only can do
I want you but I love me too
So I asked God if you are for me
Please bless us and make him mine
For I always have to endure so many pain
Just because of my love for him

So Allah please holds me
In every second
So that I know
If I love someone
So he is meant for me
 Because of you

So till now
Please holds me
Take me
Grab me
And keep me with you
So I would not wander
In a wrong way
Until everything is being blessed
By You my dear God


Aaamiiiiiin

I’ll Be Here : To Kim HanBin


Wait For Me
Hearing those words
From your beautiful lips
Wondering again
Is it real or fantasy?
Is this feeling really hurt us or not
Or it is only because the loneliness in me

I’ll wait for you
I want to say that
But I never even trust myself
And I know I cannot even trust you
But I know my love is real
And it scared me
Will I have this love?
Or will it just pass away like the winds

I want to wait for you
Imagining you’ll becoming the person that I really wanted to
But I know nothing is easy in this world
But I still have faith
For you and me
As if it is true love
I keep praying
For you to be mine
And my greed gets bigger and bigger
And I wonder if it is torturing you

I’ll wait for you
I want to wait for you
I really hope I can wait for you
But I don’t even know myself either
And I wonder if this real love?

And seeing your face again this night
I hope for the best
For my dear love
Because I know
I want to wait for you
But I am not the perfect one

First Kiss in First Love


That night when I met you
The first kiss that I had that night
Now I’m wondering if it is even true
Like a Hollywood movie
I try to believe something that is so unreal

Till now I still get caught in this feeling
Did you feel the same
Or is that sweet smile is for someone else
That I always thought it is for me?

I have become a sinner for this feeling
I can’t even control my feeling
But my heart always wavers
Of the thought that it is all a dream

And from that night
And that first kiss
I really cannot forget about you
Getting greedy for you
Wanted to keep you by my side
But sometimes my heart wavers
That you are not for me

Today I am still thinking about you again
Today I am hoping again you are listening to me
Today I am praying again so that you can be mine
Today I am thinking again are you hurt because of me again

For you must not know
Everything about you makes me worried
Everything about you is precious
And I always trying to push you away
For I am not that perfect one
But my love for you make me being greedy
For wanted to be with you
Forever and ever

I Need to Say This


Dear Kim Hanbin or B.I


This is a letter from me to you, as a longing fan, who will always love you. Just for you to know I had written a forgotten letter before that I don’t dare to send to you. I don’t know whether this letter is important or not same like those forgotten letter before. But this is the only way for me to say that I can’t forget you. I hope this letter can’t be sent too. Because I don’t know anymore what is the truth about me and this feeling. I just hope you okay and happy, that’s all. And don’t ever forget me if I ever exist in your life and your mind. You already answer my letter and I am glad. I just think like that, I’m sorry. Whatever you do please be happy. Live your life well and you know I will always love you and will always pray for you and iKON. I’ll wait for you like others iKONIC. Please be healthy and happy.

24 June 2019 Update

24 June 2019

Hello world

Okay I am aboard. I update my blog with my tablet. Well, it feels the same as updating with laptop.

Now I have become iKONIC. Well, as a YG stan of course I need to support them. Wowww, such an age gap. But we will always stan the one who have talents, right?

Now I am listening to Sweet but Psyco by Ava Max. I mean I like song which I can relate too. And also Killing Me by iKON.

Now ulin Park Bom is making her comeback, priceless.

Okay, bye now.

iKONIC FANFICTION - His Name Is Kim HanBin

15 February 2019


>>> Since this is my first fanfiction as an iKONIC, I hope everyone can forgive me if any of my writing is not suitable for your taste. Since my BIAS is B.I so I am writing a lots of his story in my point of view.
Please support my effort to do some iKONIC fiction. There has been so long i wrote fanfiction since I became VIP for BIGBANG before in 2010. Well if you scroll my page then you will understand what am I saying.







He is not an affectionate boy. He doesn’t really know how to express love. He looks arrogant but more of swag. He is full of over confident that is why for him mistake is not allowed and of course not mistakes. He is so very charismatic and too much of hardworking. He is full of dreams and high hopes. He learns more things as he is growing up, from a boy to someone. For him, it takes almost so many things out of him to become what he is now especially his youth. People want to judge him without knowing him, but for him he has nothing to lose. He has come so far, has gone through enough hardships. Being alone is not a thing to be troubled of him. He has had enough of that. As a young boy, being alone in everything he does has trained him to be so well verse. From dancing, variety, composing, choreographing, and mostly he learnt everything for him to be a true survivor. This is him, a young man that people suddenly keep talking about. B.I. His name is B.I. the rapper B.I. He was a lone ranger before but after he had a survival contest he had his own team which include JinHwan, Bobby, Yunhyung, Donghyuk, and June. They all have gone through so many hardships together. They laugh, they cry, they hurt, everything together. They have become hardworking naturally, being guided by a strict leader B.I. Unfortunately, things weren’t going like they wanted to. They lost the battle to Team A. Something wasn’t right. This is not right. But still, it happened. They all felt so stressed out, heart down, hurt and almost lost their hopes. They are crying through their eyes and their hearts. But, the most pained one is the leader. He desperately does not want to cry, physically. But his heart is being burnt wildly, deepest in there he is crying painfully. But on the outside he looks poker face, trying hard not to take all this sadness too far. He will lead them to be strong enough, like him, well he wouldn’t say that verbally. This is their baby step, the beginning of their walk. The world out there is so wide and he is sure there will be places for them. They need to be tough, to be survivors. The real world is not yet to appear in their innocent eyes. When the time comes and they will know.
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Love Scenario is hitting through every channel in the entire world. Whether it is radio stations or televisions every one of them is showing Love Scenario song by IKON. The radio keeps repeating the song as their listeners keep asking the DJ to turn the song on. It is a new song by IKON for the 2018. Hyungdon praised them for being a good group with good songs. But as Hyungdon keeps talking to them, he genuinely wishes and prays that IKON will be the next artist that will conquer the KPOP industry and the world. Hyungdon and Daejunehyung said that whatever happens they know that it is IKON’s time to shine. Hyungdonhyung says that he believed it is their time now and they will pray for them and believe in their success. That is how their relationship with Donnie Connie hyung, who always treat them as their dongsaeng and their relationship is very intimate, indeed. It is not only both of them who believe in IKON. PSY hyung, the very most popular Hallyu Star who are also their sunbaenim in their company YGE also believe in IKON. He specially made a song for them, EVERYTHING, a pop song. PSY hyung always give them advice, and he is also responsible for their RHYTHM TA performance before. PSY hyung always say that B.I is the ultimate weapon, a machine. B.I can do almost everything, multy talented. Not even PSY hyung but almost everyone in YGE knows how far B.I can go. But unfortunately, YG seems to ignore iKON. Of course everyone knows Team B lost the WIN battle, the team that B.I lead. Of course as sajangnim YG knows better. He knew only B.I can survive but not his team, YG knew better. That’s why YG chose Team A. YG knows everything is well done. He even take B.I song, EMPTY for WINNER as a debut. Mino is also the writer of the song, so YG even promote Mino as a song writer. It is a cruel fact for B.I. or Kim HanBin. Everything around him falls to pieces. But B.I is a determined person. Nothing can break him. Nothing can stop him to be a rapper. He does not want anything for him except to be a rapper like GD. But he knows he must be determined, he must never lose hope, he must strive harder, he need to succeed, he must take every opportunity he can. He must because there are 6 persons besides him that he needs to take care of. He can do anything he wants because he has so many things he can do, but what about his team, his precious members? He cannot leave them. So Hanbin keeps on making good songs, keep working, while praying for his team to debut. He does not care if he is a leader or not, all he wants to do is for him and his members to succeed together. He loves them so much and always taking care of them. He is not the affectionate guy, of course but he always tries to makes his team perfect. He knows how hard to be an idol, so he must teach him and his members well so they can debut and people can recognize them. Being a leader, a composer, a choreographer, a lyricist, and almost everything he did alone makes him tired and sensitive and what makes it more difficult for B.I is he is a perfectionist. He cannot accept mistakes.iKON members crying every time they produce new song, it is all known to iKONIC, their fans. B.I is a strict person. Well B.I and Hanbin is a very different person, although both of them do not know how to be affectionate. Sometimes Hanbin has a crisis whether he is B.I or Hanbin especially when they need to record song but at the same time they had variety shows.


Killing Me come after Love Scenario hit the chart, Love Scenario stand for No 1 in the chart for 43 days. iKONIC really likes Killing Me as much as Love Scenario and many of them hopes Killing Me also hit the chart like Love Scenario. Killing Me has different method than Love Scenario because Killing Me is fully written by B.I and Donghyuk make the choreo. Love Scenario is written by B.I and Bobby and B.I did the choreo. Killing Me is more catchy and has killing parts especially with special dance in chorus part which Donghyuk creates. It has become the killing part in this song especially with the cool dance. B.I feels really thankful towards Donghyuk for making his job easier. He really hopes Donghyuk can keep on helping him with the choreographing.iKON keeps on promoting their songs while making new songs. B.I keeps making new songs, good songs for them to sing. B.I knows if he is lazy his member would not get any chance to survive in the industry. He has to take care of them. Every night B.I keeps making songs and keeps working as hard as he can. His eyes looks so tired and lose focus. He became thinner and sensitive. He feels lonelier than before, and he does not even know if he is still living even though he is breathing. Right now B.I is trying to finish their new song, Goodbye Road. Actually B.I makes this song in 2015 before iKON debut. At that time a flower path is a popular word so B.I tries to make it the opposite so the song became Goodbye Road, and it means a lover walking down a road alone. B.I knows without new songs meaning iKON is no more in the KPOP industry. They must keep promoting so that they can keep their place in the K-POP industry, even though he knowsiKON is now popular, a hallyu star with Love Scenario. He knows a song will not last forever. He need to take steps, large steps so iKON will still be remembered always. They are still a baby in this KPOP industry, B.I knows it. He works hard for this so he does not want it stops. He has gone through so many things. All the hardship, the challenges and most important thing for YG to allows iKON to keep promoting and sing new songs. He needs to make sure his member is also need to be known by the world. B.I does not care about him because B.I is being loved by all the staff and artist in YGE. Bigbang members especially GD really like him and adore him. PSY always praise him and always taking care of him, Tablo also like B.I and asked B.I to collaborate together. The entire YGE artists really adore B.I, but this is not what B.I want. He want to debut together with his member. What is the point of teaching his member all the things he did, and going through all the hardship together if he is the only one who can survives? B.I knew if he debut as a solo like Bobby YG will allows him but that is not what he wants. YG will always praising him and always know that B.I can give him much more than he can imagine. Without his members B.I feels so lonely even though all the sunbaenim keeps making him comfortable to be together, GD keeps playing with him, PSY dancing with him, Lee Hi singing with him, Tablo hugs him but for B.I he still feels lonely without his members. His members are part of him. He cannot let this happens. B.I know if he does not keep pressuring YG for iKON to debut then there will be nothing for his member so he keeps sending songs to YG. He does not want to give up and keeps on sending songs. After Empty and Whistle, B.I still have high hopes that there will be song for iKON to debut. Empty has been given to Winner and Whistle has been given to BlackPink. Lucky enough that iKON can debut with Rythmn Ta. Now in 2018 they make a comeback with Love Scenario that become a haunted song and hit the charts as No 1 for 43 days.All the hardship has being paid off and B.I feels the pleasure of it. He knew they will succeed together. Only time can tell.
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Hanbin is sitting in a chair in his bedroom, playing games. He is not a gamer but Chanwoo the maknae gave him a new CD Game as a gift. He does not know what for because his birthday is not yet. Hanbin played the game three times and stop playing it. It feels sucks because he keeps on losing. He swears about hundreds time while playing the game. After turning off the game, Hanbin open YouTube and search for TWICE new songs. There are lots of videos which are about TWICE new song, YES OR YES. About 5 hours later Hanbin already memorize YES OR YES lyric and the dance after seeing all the videos of the songs including the dance practice video. He thinks he need to rest a little before making some new songs. Today he takes half day to rest without working or doing anything. He even does not seeing anyone including Jaewon, Raesung or Bobby. He even does not answer his phone whether calling or message. 5 minutes later he gets up and wears his favourite shirt and a cap and a glasses to complete his style. He needs to get some food, he is starving now since it is 5 o clocks in the evening and he does not eat anything since 5 hours ago. He does not want to eat delivery food today and now he thinks he is craving for jajangmyun and bibimbap. He knows there is a famous restaurant nearby which he and the members always go to eat. But today he won’t go there but the other restaurant beside it. It is not really a restaurant but a stall. Even though it is a stall but it sells delicious foods such as jajangmyun, dobbukki and fishcakes and others. Sometimes Hanbin will go there alone. Most of the time because of him is having a depression on making songs. When he got stuck, he will go there and eat alone.


Hanbin :Annyeongahjumma. I want sweet jajanggmyun and rice soup please. And soju too.
Stall ahjumma :Arrassseo. Do you come alone again?
Hanbin :Naeahjumma. My members are all busy. They have their own things to do.
Stall ahjumma :Oooohkorrae. I heard your new song and it is so good. My children are singing them all the time. They ask me to listen with them. I hope it will win.


Hanbin smile shyly and thanks the ahjumma for the compliment. He feels proud because everything he done is being praised and be well known. He just wants to succeed and makes his dreams come true. The foods come and Hanbin eats them deliciously. He eats them silently while filming them. He takes pictures of the food and the place. He likes to takes pictures because when he looks at them it gives him idea when writing lyric or composing. After he finished eating, he walks home through the lough. On his way home suddenly he saw a snake and it makes him jumps up suddenly. He suddenly freezes out and after the snake gone he walks fast enough because he feels really scared. On his way home he sees JinHwan and YunHyung together sitting at the bench near their house. They are drinking cider together and laughing. They see him coming toward them and smile.


JinHwan : Yah, Hanbin ah where are you going? We search for you but cannot find you. I wonder where you are.
YunHyung : Yah Hanbinnie. You go out alone again? How can you leave me? I want to eat with you together. Have you eaten?
Hanbin : Ooh  hyung, I go out to eat and yeah I’ve already eaten. I am starving so I go out alone.
YunHyung : Yah Hanbinnie, you always leave me. How can you. Okay I am kidding but really I am searching for you. JinHwanhyung also.
Hanbin : Why all of you need to find me. I am not going anywhere. I just go out to eat. I cannot eat delivery food everyday. Besides it ease me to eat alone without hearing the two of you speaking nonstop.
JinHwan : Yah Hanbin ah, that is too harsh. How could you say that to me?!
Hanbin : Just tell me whether it is true or not, both of you keep talking nonstop everywhere anywhere we go.
JinHwan&YunHyung : Yah Hanbin ah, don’t go when we are talking to you.


Hanbin just leave them after saying that. He thinks he does not do anything harsh since what he told them is true. It is not the time to talk nonsense because he needs to start working now since he already takes half day to rest. He cannot rest anymore,there are lots of works to do. He is definitely not a dilly daily person. He is not procrastinate, and definitely not a person who waste his time without doing nothing unnecessary. He needs to revise his folder all over again since he is trying to change some part of the lyric in some songs so that Chanwoo can sing longer. Hanbin has been trying so hard to make sure all of his members can show their talent in singing besides making sure the songs sounds good and people can love his creations. He knows it is hard to makes sure every member agrees with him. There are some songs all of them can sing and there are some songs that only few of them can sing. Making songs, composing, dividing the parts, choreographing, all he did by his own self. Sometimes he feels like he is getting smaller, thinner by the time. His eyes sometimes lose focus and he cannot even see people in the eyes even his members. When he is surrounded by the crowd in Award Ceremony such as MMA, GDA, CDMF sometimes he just cannot sees people in the eyes, cannot interact with them, and sometimes he feels like drunks. It is hard because he feels so tired, hurt, pain, lost and most definitely because there are lots of people who keeps looking at him. He does not like that. For him, he is nothing, he does not have anything, he just a normal person, he is just Kim HanBin. Yes, he wants to succeed, he wants to be an idol but he is not searching for fame.All he wants is to makes his dreams became reality, he wants his members to get what they deserves for their hardships. He wants to succeed together with them, not alone. He does not know anymore how to make sure everyone on his team to be recognized. He keeps on promoting them without bias. It is hard sometimes when people only know him, recognize him more than his members. It is true we got paid with what we have done. Hanbin is a really hardworking guy and he got what he deserves. iKONIC knows there are no other leader can compete with B.I. He is just like no others. He is all around talents. Everyone is praising him for being so full of surprises. He got so much respect from his fans and becoming his bias. All of his fans respect him as a leader, a true gem with lots of talents. People keeps wondering what he cannot do instead of what he can do.Hanbin might be a fun person but not B.I which is B.I is an awesome guy who can do everything requested without failing it. Sometimes iKON members get jealous of him but they know they just cannot compete with him because B.I is the most hardworking guy in the team and the most perfect person they ever met.Hanbin is just so fun to be with but not B.I.
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June is in the practice room with JinHwan. They are practicing their vocal together. JinHwan has been scolded harshly last time for not practicing vocal because they need to record new songs soon. B.I always has high hopes for the three of them, June, JinHwan and Donghyuk. B.I wants them to polish their skills, their style in singing. Sometimes it is hard for them to understand B.I and it is also hard for B.I to make sure his members can complete the task given. B.I needs them to understand the songs first, and then the meaning of the songs then learns the rythmn and the music. It is hard for B.I to guide 6 persons for 1 song and of course they need to finish more than 1 song instead. So sometimes without intention B.I scolds them, becoming angry and harsh with words. Everybody know B.I is a perfectionist so it might be hard to accomplish what he wants but since his members had tried so hard, B.I sometimes go easy with them as long as they are trying very hard then it is okay. Sometimes they record 1 song for 2 weeks and some members only got 1 part to record. It is not easy to accomplish the task given but the members already know B.I.’s method so some of them get to finish early. The truth is everything B.I did is for themselves and for the team. They just need to work hard because they know B.I work harder than them, indeed. iKON members know without B.I there is no iKON. He has been chosen as a leader because of his great leadership. “Trust him” that is the words he keeps saying to his members. “Trust me, we will succeed, I will make it happens for us.” So that is why all the members keep following the leader because they knew what B.I is capable of.



Since June and JinHwan already in the practice room, they decided to polish their skill. They challenge Tears song by Soo Chan Wee. It is a high pitch song with strong vocal. Since June is singing, the room become so noisy and his voice is so loud. JinHwan keeps pushing him to sing in a low note since June’s voice is so loud.


JinHwan : June yah, do you know your voice is so loud? I can’t even hear my voice when you sing.
June :Hyung, this is a high pitch song, of course I need to sing it like that. Do you think you sing better than me? Furthermore I need to practice singing in high note because Hanbinhyung says my voice is too husky and harsh when I sing high note. That is why I keep practicing high pitch songs.
JinHwan :Ooooh, korrae. By the way, when you are practicing you need to control your voice. That is the meaning of practicing, right. Like me, I have the know howmethod  to sing.
June :Hyung, please don’t keeps saying know how, you are terrible than me. Hanbinhyung don’t scold you harshly just because you are a big hyung and so sensitive. You too need to practice hard, like me.
JinHwan :Arrasseo, by the way where is our vocal teacher. Did she know we are here?Omooo, I’m so hungry. Don’t you hungry June?
June :Yesshyung, I’m hungry too. When will our vocal teacher come to teach us? Do you bring your handphone, hyung?
JinHwan : Nope, you?
June : Nope.
JinHwan :Aiyshhhhh…………  So what now?
June : Let’s just practice hyung, then we go to eat.
JinHwan : Okay, johaa
June :Hyung, do you know something about Hanbinhyung?
JinHwan :Mwo? Wae?
June :Aaah, nothing. It just……
JinHwan :Wae?
June : Ah nothing, it just he….ermmm he….
JinHwan :Yaahwae!!! Malhaebwa!!!
June : Aniya…….aniyaniyaniyahahahahaha


June sings Donnie Connie Gloomy Songs and laughing so hard because he feels so hilarious that he can tease JinhWanhyung. Seeing JinHwanhyung curious and confuse face is so funny and precious that he keeps on laughing.JinHwan feels so angry at June but he knows he can’t do anything to him because if he scolds June, June will tease him more. It is hard to handle all the dongsaengs in his team even though he is the oldest hyung in the team. He even cannot get angry at them, and the maknae on top Jung Chanwoo always makes fun of him and start a fight with him. Even though JinHwan knows Chanwoo only joking but it really hurt his pride as a hyung. Now, even Ko June keeps on teasing him, but no matter how cheeky and cunning his dongsaengs are he still loves them so much. They are like his family, his close brothers, his bestfriends, and his soulmates. They laugh together, cry together, lose together and win together and now they succeed together, that is the precious thing to share. He will do anything for his team,iKON and especially for his fans, iKONIC.JinHwan knows without iKONIC there will be iKON. No matter how hard they try to sing but without fans there will be no iKON.iKON exist for iKONIC, their precious treasures.iKONIC knows he wants to be a sexy guy but it is hard for the fans to accept that because he is just too cute to be true. Even though he is the oldest but because of his height and his size, he looks like maknae in the team and he looks so damn cute. “How can a person be so cute like him?” That is what his fans always told him. He really does not agree with the statement. He thinks he is so sexy because he is the oldest and he also thinks he is the most handsome person in the team.JinHwan and YunHyung always fight for the first place for who is the most handsome guy in the team. Well, all of them have their own fans but mostly iKONIC loves them all. Hanbin always tells them, there is no one who is more special than other, we are all the same, and we are iKON. So, do not feels jealous of each other but support each other because we are one.iKON is not one person but a team with 7 members. Everyone has their own speciality to give to their team. Everyone needs to work hard together not only one person but all. If one person fail then everyone fail, and if one person succeed than everybody succeed. For JinHwan,Hanbin is not just a leader but someone who he can always lean on and trust. For the members, they always need to rely on B.I. They all know, B.I has shed so many sweat, tears, and bloods more than anyone in the team. He is the most hardworking member in the team. He is not only leader by name and tittle; he is the true leader, indeed. Although B.I is a charismatic leader, but when he becameHanbin he likes to be pampered by JinHwan and YunHyung. JinHwan is always full of love especially to Hanbin since they have known each other for a very long time.Hanbin will always be his favourite dongsaeng. Hanbin does not have hyung since he is the oldest in his family with a little baby sister who is 15 years younger than him. So to HanbinJinHwan and YunHyung is like his hyung. Bobby is like his bestfriend, his soulmate. He really likes to lean on JinHwan since he treats Hanbin like a child. Hanbin has no one to lean on since he is the leader. Everybody is afraid of him, but still he is a little dongsaeng to his hyungs.JinHwan knew besides his family his members are his precious family. As a hyungJinHwan knew he needs to take care of his dongsaeng. JinHwan and YunHyung knew there is Hanbin that they need to take care of. All the members always have been taking care of by each other but not Hanbin, just because he is the leader. Since Hanbin is the leader he always makes sure all the members feels comfortable enough, feels complete as a member. JinHwan always told Hanbin if he needs someone to rely on he will always be there for him, always. Some fans call themBinHwan, the bromance. It is hilarious but it is true indeed because they really love each other.


After finishing their practice, June and JinHwan go to the cafeteria. As always June search for spicy food and JinHwan get some rice soup. Those two eats the foods deliciously. Actually June has been diagnosed with gastricitis because he likes to eat spicy and salty foods. Doctor has advices him to eat diet meal with low salt and not so spicy. June really can’t take it. He can’t eat plain food. He does not really care about it because he thinks he can take it without getting sick. But for his fans and for his health he takes minimum salt and spices. June is a boy who always feels free to do what he wants without having to pleasure people. The only person he always pleasure is B.I or Hanbin. Everyone knows he is a free person, he does not like to be attached or clingy. He only follows B.I everywhere and B.I is the only person who can control him and the only person he scared of. June respect B.I as a leader and as a hyung. B.I has been taking care of him since WIN and he is the maknae at that time so B.I really pampered June and close with him. For Hanbin June is like his little brother. He always protects him and always plays with him. Their intimate relationship is like no others. No one can describe their relationship. What makes their relationship more special is they understand each other without any words needed. Since Chanwoo joins the team, June feels kind of jealous because Hanbin pay more attention to Chanwoo more than him. He feels kind of isolated since he really close with Hanbin before. So, to solve the problem Hanbin asks June to befriend with Chanwoo, be a close friend with the same age.Hanbin does not want any of his members to feels neglected and he does not want them to feels that he bias. He loves them all equally, June knows that. After 30 minutes, June and JinHwan finished their meals. They both quiet after having a full course meal with soju. Now it is time for them to go home and sleep, or maybe playing games for June. Meanwhile JinHwan likes to sleep and daydreaming, dreaming he will becoming a sexy idol and have so many women attracted to him. Well, what can we say about our sexy JinHwan, indeed?
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YunHyung is cooking in the kitchen with Chanwoo as his assistant. Since he feels lonely, YunHyung asks Chanwoo to accompany him. Luckily Chanwoois also starving, so he asks Chanwoo to help him cooks so that they can eat together. YunHyung wants to makes a soup noodle so he was mixing some broth. He boiled a chicken with ginseng. Chanwoo is slicing some onions, garlics and peppers.Chanwoo also cooks the rice. Well, we can say he did cook it although he only switches on the plug.YunHyung already washed the rice and Chanwoo only need to cook it. What is more interesting about them is Chanwoo keeps on asking YunHyung what he is doing instead of what he needs to do to help.Chanwoo keeps saying YunHyung cooks for too long that he is so starving right now.YunHyung does not know how to handle Chanwoo’s complaint but still he needs to take his time so that what he cooks will taste delicious like he intent to. But for better or worse Chanwoo is the only person who can stand YunHyung jokes and his non-stop talking. Chanwoo is kind enough to play with him.Chanwoo might be hard to please but the truth is he is the kindest maknae in the world. Although he always teases his hyungs and fights with them but honestly as a maknae he still respect them and always stays with them for better or worse. He knows he is not the original team members, but he glad all the hyungs still accepts him and treats him lovingly as a new team member. Chanwoo knew all of them have gone through so many hardships together and how Hanbinhyung always tries so hard to leads the members. He might not know how painful their story was, but he knew they always stay together for better or worse. iKON is one, he knows that. The members might not be telling him about this, but he knows it by heart. He sees their friendship, he sees how Hanbinhyung works, he sees how B.I always looking for opportunities for his members to debut together. Bobby hyung did debut solo before but not B.I. He won’t do it, he won’t debut alone. He will always want to be with his members. Chanwoo and all the members know B.I is loved by YGE staff and artist. He can debut earlier, and B.I even featured with others sunbaenim in their song as a guest. GD, Taeyang, Tablo, Epik High, PSY. Everyone likes B.I. They really treasure him. But Chanwooknows Hanbinhyung won’t leave his members. They will always be together. That is why Chanwoo understand how much iKON means to them. He feels it in his heart.Chanwoo really respect all his hyungs, but as iKON they share same character which is SWAG. They like skin ship but they don’t really know how to do affection. They love each other but they don’t know how to show it. It feels funny to do it and of course embarrassing since all of them are guys.YunHyung is a bit different because he really likes to show affection. He is the most affectionate guy among all members. He likes to show his loves to others and sometimes makes the members feels suffocated. It is kinds of funny sometimes when he shows his loves towards members whodo not need it and not the members who are craving for his attention. He likes to be with Hanbin, but Hanbin really likes to be alone but Bobby really likes YunHyung because they are the same age friends but YunHyung feels awkward with Bobby. This triangle loves is really funny but the truth is they all really loves each other without borders.YunHyung is the mom in the team. He takes care of them, cooks for them but he always being abandoned. He is so soft in heart, loves his members unconditionally, feels pity towards members and always making sure his members okay.Eventhough he always do good deeds to his members but his members always teases him, hard enough. It is sadistic but actually it is so funny. That is how a real brothers acts. Only real brothers can teases each other hard enough without getting hurt in feelings. Some people might not know but YunHyung is really good in freestyle dance. He is the God Freestyle dance in his team and everyone in WIN knows that. But, the truth is iKONIC really miss his freestyle dance which is amazing and hilarious. Furthermore, what iKONIC miss is their sharp dance, iKON sharp dances. They might not win before but they WIN THEIR FANS HEART with their sharp dance. After BLING BLING and RYTHMN TA, their dance now is not sharp enough. iKONIC really miss their superb and amazing and cool dance. Their dance now becomes slow and too simple although it still looks so damn cool.
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Donghyuk just arrive at Bobby’s studio. They promise to hang out together today. EventhoughDonghyuk has arrived but the owner of the studio is still not there. Donghyuk looks around but still no shadow of Bobby. Donghyuk takes out his phones and calls Bobby.


Donghyuk : Bobby hyung, where are you? I’m here in your studio. We promise to meet here today, do you remember or not hyung?
Bobby :OoohannyeongDonghyuk ah. I remember. Mianhae, I just finished meeting with Hanbin. I will go there now, wait for me.
Donghyuk :Oooarraseohyung. Palliiii. If you don’t come in 5 minutes I will go hahaha.
Bobby : Yah neo, how dare you punk. Wait there or you will regret.
Donghyuk :Hahahaha what will you do? Hit me hahahaha.
Bobby : Just wait there you punk.
Donghyuk :Hahahahaarrasseohyung.


Donghyuk sits on the chair and singing their song Goodbye Road. The room fills with his lovely voice, like a scent of heaven coming down the lane. After finished singing Goodbye Road he continues to sing Hug Me then follows with Don’t Forget Me. Donghyuk is well known for his precious and sweet voice. Well, he did practice hard for that. He knows Hanbinhyung wants them to keep improving their capability.Donghyuk feels glad that Hanbin always keeps on pressuring them because it really improves their vocals and singing skills. Donghyuk always knows how Hanbinhyung wants them to improve their singing skills to match with their new songs. Different songs need different technics and skills.Donghyuk always get curse by B.I because B.I really wants Donghyuk’s voice to sounds like what he expected. He really expects so much from Donghyuk because he knew Donghyuk can do it. B.I never tells Donghyuk how precious his voice is to B.I but for B.I Donghyuk voice is a talent that he needs to expose.What more interesting is not only Donghyuk improves his singing skills but Chanwoo and YunHyung too.What can we say because these three gets the ultimate curse from B.I. Well we can say that B.I’s method is a success.Chanwoo maybe will debut as rapper since in HUG ME his verse sounds like he is rapping, well B.I really knows how to expose Chanwoo’s talents.Well, I am kidding because Chanwoo would not debut as a rapper. Well thank God there is Donghyuk, at least there is someone who can teach Chanwoo how to sing and dance. Donghyuk not only has a good voice but he is alsothe main dancer. He choreograph dance for Killing Me and his dance is well praise for a first timer. Hanbin really likes it and Donghyuk feels happy for it because he knows it is hard to please B.I.


After a long wait suddenly Bobby appears. Donghyuk smiles at him and feels happy seeing his brother. As usual they both busy making some lyrics together and Bobby wants Donghyuk to do some adlibs in his songs. They might collaborate together with their songs. Well, the truth is they only do it for fun because Bobby always wants to improve his writing lyrics skills and also his rapping style. B.I always tells him to improve his writing style so that it can matches with their songs. Since he knew B.I for a very long time and they already knows each other by heart so it is not hard for him to understand B.I.Bobby is a different side of B.I, the other part of B.I which is the dumb, social, and friendly B.I which is Kim HanBin. But B.I is like no others, the only person in the team, the ultimate leader, indeed.Bobby is known to be the only members who are not from Korea since he lives at America. B.I really takes good care of Bobby since he knows how difficult for Bobby to stay far from his family. B.I knows Bobby needs to succeed no matter what. He throws everything to come here and tries hard to be a rapper. For him, his member is his family. He does not have anyone here instead of them. But it is all fair and square for everyone because the other members also do not go home until they debut. They stay together at their dorm. After they lose the battle in WIN : Who is next, Bobby really feels so hard to breath, feels suffocated because he already gave his all for this. Thank God he can debut as a solo, at least he got something he can do to make sure his family can stay with him together at Korea. Bobby really thanks YG for giving him the chance to debut after he won Show Me The Money Season 4. Although he is debuting as a solo but he still wants to be with his team members. He just cannot leave them. There are B.I, JinHwan, Yunhyung, June,Donghyuk and Chanwoo. He loves them so much and he wants to stays together with them as iKON. Just because YG gives him a chance to be a solo does not mean he wants to leave his members. They have gone through so many things together.
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Well, sometimes they fight then after that they make up and laugh together again. This is what happened when you live together for a very long time. You like each other so much but at the same time you hate each other so much but you just cannot live without them by your side. You feel sick by looking at each otherbut you know they are the only person who will stands for you. Despite the fact that you feel bored with them but the reality is you feel lonely without them. It is a hard truth for every one of them to admit that they stay in each other heart and their part grows bigger day by day that they feels their heart full just by thinking of them.Even iKONIC knows how they feel towards each other just by looking at them.Well what is more surprising about iKON is they always treasure their fans. B.I even makes a special song for iKONIC, Just For You.This relationship is so precious not only to iKON but also for iKONIC. iKONIC will always stands together, sings together, plays together and shouts together with iKON. iKONIC will watches howiKON fly high towards the sky without limit. People maybe do not know thatthe only idols that fight with their fans areiKON. It is kind of ridiculous to say but it true indeed. (search in YouTube then you will finds them fighting with fans..lol) iKON is just iKON so they do not need to pretend to be someone they don’t. iKONIC will stands together with iKON for better or worse because iKONIChad watched them since WIN and Mix & Match. iKONIC will always stands behind them together, forever. iKONIC is not only in KOREA but all around the world, together we will stan their talents and their dorks.iKONIC already stans them starts from Mix & Match and WIN and willstill stans them FOREVER and will NEVER FORGET THEM.


We will watch all of you fly high and we will be your wings forever, so that you know how proud we are of you.

Saranghaeyeo uri iKON

Kim Hanbin
Kim Jinhwan
Song YunHyung
Kim Jiwon
Kim Donghyuk
Koo June
Jung Chanwoo