PRAY

Today my heart trying to reach you again

But I keep on pushing you away

Because of my selfish side

Even how much I want you

That is how much I don’t want you

I love my life so much

And I also love you so much

But I am so selfish

So I throw you away

Every second, minute and day

Because I love myself and my life too much

For you who is I always see as a burden

I once had a thought

If I died before I met you

So my life will be bless

But having you here

Is a bless with a pain

I want to live my life like I wanted to

But I still want you here

So I want to push you

Because of the love that is so hard to handle

The waiting is so hard if you are with me

So throwing you from me

And keep praying is what I only can do

I want you but I love me too

So I asked God if you are for me

Please bless us and make him mine

For I always have to endure so many pain

Just because of my love for him

So Allah please holds me

In every second

So that I know

If I love someone

So he is meant for me

 Because of you

So till now

Please holds me

Take me

Grab me

And keep me with you

So I would not wander

In a wrong way

Until everything is being blessed

By You my dear God

Aaamiiiiiin