VIPFiction: BINGLE BINGLE (Can I Be The One, Girl?)

15 December 2012


Author: The Official MissChekLeen
Paring: JiTOP (JiHye TOP), JiBae (JiHye YB), JiCheon (JiHye CheonJul)
Time: 2006 - 2012
Warning: The same as usual.
This is only fanfiction, dont sue me please. I'm just a fans who are so addicted to YGE including dancers.
All FANFICTION here are originally written by me, only me and this one too.







JiHye sits at the seat, waiting for the second dance practice with BIGBANG for their second year after debut. She takes out some donuts and put it in her mouth. All of sudden TOP arrive, he glance at the dance room. Purrrfect. JiHye looks at him and smile. TOP walks coolly to her, sits at the other chair and give a quick glance at JiHye.

“Eat first then we practice”, JiHye go to TOP with her foods. TOP looks at her and shook his head but JiHye just put the foods in his seat. TOP eat it, and looks at her again.
“Teach me the dance move quickly or JiYong will be mad at me after this.” JiHye make a face and said “Okay, let’s practice.” JiHye teach TOP intensively and with full concentration. Well, TOP is really out of the league.
“Practise well! I’m tired here”. JiHye pouting and almost leave. TOP quickly catches her from leaving, and grab her right hand and give a cute smile.
“Wait, wait. Okay, okay, once again I’ll promise I focus more”. JiHye controls herself from smiling and she smirk a little. JiHye pull TOP to the dance floor and they practice again for 30 minutes before other BIGBANG’s members and Crazy and HiTech dance crew come.

The love sparks that secretly taken the place when they always do performance together makes them realize something and it happened. But nobody clearly knows that actually they date, it just a works relationship they make it front of people. Once TOP asked JiHye that he want to date her, and they did the relationship secretly starting from 2007. They give and take each other’s well, and TOP obviously saying her name when BIGBANG perform on stage. But, the thing is not like what they want.


2010 – GD & TOP Debut
TOP is preparing his rapping and some dance moves which is not really a dance. Thinking that he needs some guidance in dance moves he out of his room and walks to the dance practise hall thinking maybe GD is there. Unfortunately, GD is not there. There are a few dancers there but he thought he will be uncomfortable with them. As soon as he turns around he sees JiHye in front of him. JiHye who is walking towards the dance practise room also saw him. They smile, and stand still.
‘JiHye, I miss you.’
‘SeungHyunie, I miss you.’

There is no sound appears, only their heart do the talks.
Suddenly someone appears behind TOP. Two dancers from the practise room appear.

“JiHye, when will you come in? Oh annyeong TOP ssi.”
“I will now.” JiHye walks in the dance practise room after gives a smile to TOP.

TOP looks at her back, he misses her so much but what can he do. After the picture that they captured together before leaked, JiHye has so many anti fans and some BIGBANG fans against their relationship. The fans become chaotic and TOP is being warned. Well the leaked picture is only a frame problem, there are more than this actually. Result? YG announces more rules to follow including no dating in YG. Everything must only be about work. Now after they (GDTOP) release new song with their trio Park Bom, (now in 2NE1 Park Bom), fans are crazy about TOPBOM and GBOM couple. Works come first, and they must agree. TOP choose Park Bom. It almost 5 years they keep their secret well, maybe. Problem, no, problems arrive and they can’t even contact each other. TOP is being so busy, JiHye is also busy with her dance schedule and they only keep on their trust, which they don’t know the sequences. Lucky enough for their meddling fate, since GDTOP is doing their showcase around, Crazy dance crew will need to be there too. The second chance and TOP swear to be a better person to JiHye but he needs to protect her from anything like the last leaked photo accident.


2011 BIGSHOW
Before the show, JiHye makes some arrangements in the dance team. She smiles thinking about her fate with her first love. She and SeungHyun share the first love and it is hard for them to not feel the spark of love once again. She knows both of them don’t have time to date nowadays. TOP has been cast to attend in movie and drama. She feels alone and all she did is practise dancing. Thinking about how hard their love story happened, she sighs. Sometimes she feels jealous when she sees TOP intimate move with Park Bom, the flirting eyes that sparks in him. She does not know if she is being insane or it is normal for her to act like that. Thinking of intimate she also did the intimate dance with TaeYang, and it makes her as TaeYang’s woman to the fan’s eyes. Well TOP has Park Bom and she got Taeyang, fair isn’t it? She already knew someone like TOP sometimes never feel full with just one girl, she knows it and it trouble her. She needs someone who can she always relies on, who she can always be and with who always loves her. When she looks at the fan made video of TOPBOM she thinks she is being dumped. She does not know anymore, they don’t even contact each other nowadays for always being too busy and TOP always hard to pick up her calls. Break up again? She does not know will it be the right choice. It has be the second chance for them to love each other again.

Optionally she had someone that she is close with recently after their second break up, but still she can’t help herself from drowning to him again. Well maybe because TOP is missing her too. She had been into a real scandalous when TOP appear again in front of her. It seems they are fated, but they do not know when it will end but they know it will end, again. TaeYang who has a crush on her looks like he did not feel pleased to see her and his hyung together again. She knows TaeYang is a good boy, it just she did not well prepare to accept him.


2012
I think this is the end of our journey. I prepare myself for the majimak insa. JiHye is not really into me anymore. She told me that I have changed. She honestly tells me that we can’t be together anymore. I feel the pain in my heart, the greatest pain ever. We promise to be just chingu, but I just feel that I can’t let her go. Whatever it is, the truth we have come to the end. I still hope for more, but I feel that there is no hope anymore. I can’t blame myself, I can’t blame her either. It just our love story really has ended, now. The loneliness fills my heart again. Now I don’t have anyone here, even when I am with my members I feel alone. I am always a loner. Suddenly the radio fills my room with 2NE1 song, Lonely. I don’t know how, I don’t know when, my face has become wet with tears. Maybe there will be no love story for me.

JiHye looks at the rings at her hand. Kwon Cheol Jun of HiTech proposed her to be his fiancée and tell her that he does not want to see her cry anymore. She tries not to involve in love with celebrity anymore, but she also does not want to see someone so soon. For a month Cheol Jun show his sincerity and she just need to fall for it. She glad Cheol Jun, his dear friends that she knew for along time wants to accept her as whoever she is, even her heart feel burden at first but now she find peace. She still feels neglected now, but she tries her best to welcome her new life. Her heart still broken for the past love and she hopes Cheol Jun can heal it, she hopes for that and she know he will. Now she hopes there is no more Bingle Bingle in love in her life.




they were really dating starting 2012
(Kwon CheolJun & Kim JiHye)

chukahae!!!!!!


=)

Running Man 122 with Goo Hara (KARA)

11 December 2012


Guests: Jung Won-gwan, Kim Tae-hyung, Lee Sang-won (Sobangcha), Goo Ha-ra (Kara), Kang Susie, Kim Wan-sun and Park Nam-jung
Venues: Seoul
Mission: Have more marbles in the circle

Running Man (Korean: 런닝맨) is a South Korean variety show; a part of SBS's Good Sunday lineup, along with K-pop Star. This show is classified as an "urban action variety"; a never-before-seen new genre of variety shows. The MCs and guests complete missions in a landmark to win the race. It first aired on July 11, 2010 with 122 episodes aired.



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Running Man episod 121 with Park Shin Hye, Lee Seunggi


Guests: Lee Seunggi and Park Shinhye
Venues: SBS Prism Tower (Sangam-dong, Mapo-gu, Seoul)
Mission: Prevent the safe explosion and eliminate the villains

Running Man (Korean: 런닝맨) is a South Korean variety show; a part of SBS's Good Sunday lineup, along with K-pop Star. This show is classified as an "urban action variety"; a never-before-seen new genre of variety shows. The MCs and guests complete missions in a landmark to win the race. It first aired on July 11, 2010 with 121 episodes aired.



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Running Man episod 123 with Go Soo & Han Hyo Joo

Guests: Go Soo and Han Hyo-joo
Venues: Song Cham Bong Joseon Village (Ipyeong-myeon, Jeongeup, Jeollabuk-do)
Mission: Make the best kimchi

Running Man (Korean: 런닝맨) is a South Korean variety show; a part of SBS's Good Sunday lineup, along with K-pop Star. This show is classified as an "urban action variety"; a never-before-seen new genre of variety shows. The MCs and guests complete missions in a landmark to win the race. It first aired on July 11, 2010 with 123 episodes aired.




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TODAE BIGBANG VIPFiction: The 2012 TODAE story - The Deep Conversation

24 August 2012


The 2012 TODAE story-The Deep Conversation PART 2




Author: The Official Miss ChekLeen
Pairing: TOP / DAESUNG of BIGBANG (TODAE)
The scene: Story involves the tragedy (scandal) that happened to DaeSung and JiYong. It occur that the incidents affect TOP's life.
Warnings: Lots of grammar mistakes, this is only a fiction and not real story, don't blame me in anything in this story, I don't own them even I want to, enjoy reading and keep supporting BIGBANG!




:Daesung:
According to my leader we are going to New York tomorrow for music video BLUE making. Well I wish I can escape the schedule and stay home alone, as I wish I could. We are going to New York tomorrow, I don’t feel like I’m enjoying this anymore, not like before where I love to hang around and travel, doing outdoors activities and all. YongBae hyung brought me some lunch a while ago, warns me to eat it. A mom’s cook, YongBae hyung’s mom cooked it. I missed my mom right now, but I don’t have time to see them.  I look at my face at the mirror, someone said I look different. I do not know how different I had been but people who used to always stay with me told me that. Yes, my hyung TOP said that. I realized after that tragic incidents happened I have changed a lot. I talked to YongBae hyung more than other members. Rather than he is being my roommate, maybe I feels much safer to talks to him and the feeling of hyung that he has makes my emotions feels protected. That’s what I thought. Describing of why I didn’t tells TOP hyung about my problems is because I don’t wants him to be troubled and I feels neglected when I see him. You know how sensitive he is, and I don’t think he can handle it well if I say all those problems and my emotions to him. Even when he see I’m crying he will cry too, that is what we always been. Now everything is different, why do I need to keep saying this?

A while ago I heard 2NE1 song, It Hurts. I don’t know what to say, it just keep buzzing in my head. I take my mp3 and listen to the BLUE song, I need to memorize my parts, yet to keep in control, I hope.

I was born and I met you
And I have loved you to death
My cold heart that has been dyed blue
Even with my eyes closed, I can’t feel you

The winter had passed, and the spring has come
We have withered
And our heart are bruised from longing

That is all I need to sing, yes that is my parts. I think this lyric really tells about me, yes I have withered and my heart are bruised from longing. I was born and I met you, and I have loved you to death. My cold heart that has been dyed blue, even with my eyes closed I can’t feel you. What else? I have been told in this song. Nowadays even I close my eyes, you are not there anymore. I can’t feel you yet never think of you. It sounds cold, but can I say that I can’t recognize our relationship anymore? Still, I keep thinking of you at this moment. Just let me blend in my works and never think of this anymore, it will be okay.



:T.O.P:
We have arrived at New York at 5.40 a.m. The weather is cold, suitable enough for our BLUE song. I memorize my moment with Dae at airport. We saw each other, he smile, I nods and we walk to the cart that brings our bags. We sit there, no talks, just feels awkward about ourselves. He looks at me, I turn my face at the other side. I can’t speak to him, I really don’t know how to. How do I need to comfort him? How do I need to speak calmly to him? I never do that before and it feels awkward to suddenly talks to him in a soft way. Dae looks at me, and then he looks down. His bang covers his face. I felt guilty all of sudden, but honestly I don’t know how to conquer the situation. We just do everything in our own way without trying to speak to each other, even there are a lot of things I want to ask him.

Even nowadays I also have a big personal problem of my own, the problem of my bride to be is now just a friend. Even though I face this kind of problem most of the time, but it feels so much burden this time but I just pretend everything is okay just like my song, pretend to be unconcerned. The things that concerns me a bit, at this moment is how are my brothers doing, Ji and Dae. Ji looks okay and still strong, but I know he feels so down. His eyes cannot lie to me and I can read everything about his feelings through his eyes. What about Dae? He is a brother who is so secretive, maybe more like my personality. Sometimes I feel like he did not have any problems but when I asked him before he said everyone in this world have problems including him. He is someone I cannot see everything through his eyes. But now what I can see in his small cute eyes is emptiness. It scared me a bit but I understand his situation, even I have changed because of some personal problem. Well a heart still controls our lifestyle, right? Even though I am an actor, in life I never act and never lie in my behaviour, maybe a bit before just to get close with my brothers. So nowadays I feel so much awkward handling things that are so different and complicated which I always avoid in my life. Everyone can see my awkwardness when I see Ji and Dae. Thinking about Ji, he told me to memorize my part because for music video tomorrow I need to pretend singing, or I can say rapping my part. I practise my rap in this cold night by myself. I sleep alone, YongBae sleep with Dae, Ji with the maknae. It always happens to be like that, we are getting used to it but nowadays I feel lonely, so lonely.